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[tukaro]

You know how people wish for something they know is impossible if not highly improbable? Like Superman or magic or winning the lottery. They don't chase after such a dream, bu it's there for them to consider, and gives them a bit of a warm feeling while they do. I'm the same way with death. Whereas someone else says "I wish I had a pony", I say "I wish I was dead". I'm not looking to off myself, or really be negligent of my own life, but I sincerely hope that my own death comes sooner than later (and hopefully peacefully and quietly).

Whenever something is really going wrong, I think "It's okay, one day I'll be dead", and it makes me feel a bit better.