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I had..bascally the worst night out..of mylife..tonight
and I cant even tel you why
I guess alcohol relaly is a adepressant.
A culmintion of things i suppopse..that'//s what it is.
Observations, relatizations, things being said..things being not said.
But it all comes down to that one simple fact..
And I hate myself in so many ways for that
Ugh
my head is pounidng
it's not even 1am
and i've been crying on and off at bars sicne..for a long time.
sometimes i just really ahte me..
i feel like in the mornign..people jiusst won't understand...
i really wish they coud...i relaly wish that they could see how i see..see what i see..feel what i feel..for just one day..for just one minute..then maybe they would understand..
and I cant even tel you why
I guess alcohol relaly is a adepressant.
A culmintion of things i suppopse..that'//s what it is.
Observations, relatizations, things being said..things being not said.
But it all comes down to that one simple fact..
And I hate myself in so many ways for that
Ugh
my head is pounidng
it's not even 1am
and i've been crying on and off at bars sicne..for a long time.
sometimes i just really ahte me..
i feel like in the mornign..people jiusst won't understand...
i really wish they coud...i relaly wish that they could see how i see..see what i see..feel what i feel..for just one day..for just one minute..then maybe they would understand..