So here's an update
Brian and I still talk, yes. Do we still sleep together? No. Have we seen eachother in the past couple of weeks? No. Will it stay that way? God I hope so.
School and Religion on weighing heavily on my heart. I'm keeping it all in and now it can be read all over my face.
I think Sarah has forgiven me. She commented on a couple things on myspace. Has she called me? No.
My dad thinks its retarded that I didn't pass my CNA test because illegal aliens are passing the test. So why is it so hard? I don't know dad. Sorry. Maybe I will just be a Lit teacher and give up on nursing. Thanks for the advise.
Feel bad for not wanting to be Catholic anymore. Feel bad for wanting to go to Methadist church to see what its about. Dad said I won't like it because I'm just like him and I'll miss the structure. Dad used to be Methadist. I thought he would be the only one in this family that would understand. I was wrong.
My birthday's tomorrow. I'm not going to Ypsi. Bad things would probably happen if I did anyway.
I'm afraid to drink tomorrow and next weekend. I'm afraid I'm going to drink more than I can handle just to forget all the stress that rides on my heart. Jeez.
Homework has not gone away. The pile just keeps getting higher. I figure if I do 8hrs a day for 5 days, I can have my evenings and weekends back without feeling God aweful.
Well, thats this weeks update.
School and Religion on weighing heavily on my heart. I'm keeping it all in and now it can be read all over my face.
I think Sarah has forgiven me. She commented on a couple things on myspace. Has she called me? No.
My dad thinks its retarded that I didn't pass my CNA test because illegal aliens are passing the test. So why is it so hard? I don't know dad. Sorry. Maybe I will just be a Lit teacher and give up on nursing. Thanks for the advise.
Feel bad for not wanting to be Catholic anymore. Feel bad for wanting to go to Methadist church to see what its about. Dad said I won't like it because I'm just like him and I'll miss the structure. Dad used to be Methadist. I thought he would be the only one in this family that would understand. I was wrong.
My birthday's tomorrow. I'm not going to Ypsi. Bad things would probably happen if I did anyway.
I'm afraid to drink tomorrow and next weekend. I'm afraid I'm going to drink more than I can handle just to forget all the stress that rides on my heart. Jeez.
Homework has not gone away. The pile just keeps getting higher. I figure if I do 8hrs a day for 5 days, I can have my evenings and weekends back without feeling God aweful.
Well, thats this weeks update.