yo homies!
how's everyone's day been???
wanna know about mine?! of course not! ha!
so today i ate and for the first time in a long time actually made the conscious choice to not throw it all up. which has, of course, let me to feel bloated and disgusted with myself but well...who can i blame but me, ya fat, stinkin' cow!
anyway, i need to stop eating. even more, i need to stop eating and then throwing it up. my teeth/gums/mouth/throat are not very happy with me right now and all of that needs to change.
however, i cannot restrict. consciously, i just cant do it. i either fast or binge/purge and i rather fast than do the ladder.
so my question, ladiezzzz is if any of you would be willing to be my ANA FAZTING BUDDY!!1!11 :P
seriously, y'all know how much easier fasts are with a friend. and we can make it into a friendly competition...like whoever last the longest will get a prize from the other person send to them or something. even if it's just a postcard or a drawing...anything.
i dont have a definite amount of days i want to fast for...just as long as i can go so if you're up for the challenge, lemme know! it will be fun, i promise!
okay, good luck to everyone in whatever you decide to do...and one of you bitchezzz better want to fast with me!!! ;)
kissezzz&&&hugzzzz
-teodora
wanna know about mine?! of course not! ha!
so today i ate and for the first time in a long time actually made the conscious choice to not throw it all up. which has, of course, let me to feel bloated and disgusted with myself but well...who can i blame but me, ya fat, stinkin' cow!
anyway, i need to stop eating. even more, i need to stop eating and then throwing it up. my teeth/gums/mouth/throat are not very happy with me right now and all of that needs to change.
however, i cannot restrict. consciously, i just cant do it. i either fast or binge/purge and i rather fast than do the ladder.
so my question, ladiezzzz is if any of you would be willing to be my ANA FAZTING BUDDY!!1!11 :P
seriously, y'all know how much easier fasts are with a friend. and we can make it into a friendly competition...like whoever last the longest will get a prize from the other person send to them or something. even if it's just a postcard or a drawing...anything.
i dont have a definite amount of days i want to fast for...just as long as i can go so if you're up for the challenge, lemme know! it will be fun, i promise!
okay, good luck to everyone in whatever you decide to do...and one of you bitchezzz better want to fast with me!!! ;)
kissezzz&&&hugzzzz
-teodora