Happy 420!
Well i had planned on today being sweet. But it basicly sucked. well...not sucked. just not as good as i had hoped it would turn out.
Yesterday..i went to joeys. aaand we sat outside on the tramp. and talked and such. Then he made me the absolute best quisadilla in the world. omg. yum. And he made me a green koolaid slushie. it definatly made lunch a spectacular event :). Theen we sat around and watched tv. thenn came back to my house and we hung out here for a while. chatted, i <3 when we chat. He tells me the most wonderful things and makes me feel like the most important person in the world. Just when he looks at me, its like the whole world just fades away and its just me and him. anywho! Then we went and got some smokes, went back to his house aaand we had tacos and watched fresh prince <3. the tacos were superb! Then we went just layed around. i <3 him alot:). he really makes me happy.
Today...Today i didn't wake up for school. son of a bitch. i was really mad. cuz i needed to be at school to turn in my paper. FUCK. oh well. nothing much that i can do now. Then i got all pretty and called up my boy. <3 aaand then i went to his house. we watched tv, sat around. the usual. Then we went to pats house and stood around. then we went to mcdonalds. yum. Then joey wanted to go hooome :( but were not gonna get into that. oh well. heeaaa. so i went and picked up devon from school. we went to her house and then to my house. Then we went to her moms work. we came back to my house and made some good ass food. fairly odd parents, mac and cheese. that is the fucking best ever. then i took her to steves house and then i went home, and finished up some things so i could go see joey. then more bad events and i got really pissed off and it just set the day in its place. oh well. SO i went to his house, we were bickering for a while and it made me sad. i dont like being all lihdi86349y5hn4retfv with him. :( it made me want to just slice my wrists and go sit in a corner. haha. Then things got okay cuz i think he got the hint that im just a big fucking baby sometimes. but he always makes me feel better. So we played jeopardy on nintendo. then watched it right after. <3. Theeen..then what did we do..then he showed me all of his toys that he makes noise on. and it was definatly the coolest thing EVER. Theeen he played his guitar for me and made me a song. <3<3<3. hes wonderful. Then we went and just layed down in his bed and talked alot aand it was lovely. Everything he always says to me, just makes me so happy i dont know what to do with myself!! Then we napped like cute kids. and then i went home cuz i was sleeeepy and didn't want to fall asleep for good!
When im not with him, im thinking about him and anticipating the next time that i can be with him.
Im always thinking about him and wondering what hes doing. i go out of my way to watch stupid shows that i know hes watching, and enjoy them.
I always remember what he smells like..cuz he always smells so good.. :) ..and i try to smell my shirt to see if i smell like him, but i dont. and then when i get to be with him again, it always makes me smile. cuz im glad that im with him agian.
He makes me the absolute happiest person in the world.
Hes gonna make me nice. that makes me nervous!
This shit is ridiculous! i like him SO much. i really care about him, and i REALLY hope that this goes somewhere. that would be sweet!
I've never "had" a guy like him around me before.
Shantae! Hes a nice boy, lol!
Im running out of words to describe him. i can only call him fucking amazing, wonderful, sweet, awesome, and ect., so many times.
i already have a pretty nice collection of good memories with him and i. i dont want bad, negative ones.
i <3 him :).
Were hanging out tomorrow. i dont know what were doing. i really dont fucking care either. i just love being with/around him. mmmm hopefully we'll go to taco bell :) then he can meet my boys :).
hmm well i better head off to bed. im tired. i dont sleep these days.
:) he makes me so happy...
niight <3
Yesterday..i went to joeys. aaand we sat outside on the tramp. and talked and such. Then he made me the absolute best quisadilla in the world. omg. yum. And he made me a green koolaid slushie. it definatly made lunch a spectacular event :). Theen we sat around and watched tv. thenn came back to my house and we hung out here for a while. chatted, i <3 when we chat. He tells me the most wonderful things and makes me feel like the most important person in the world. Just when he looks at me, its like the whole world just fades away and its just me and him. anywho! Then we went and got some smokes, went back to his house aaand we had tacos and watched fresh prince <3. the tacos were superb! Then we went just layed around. i <3 him alot:). he really makes me happy.
Today...Today i didn't wake up for school. son of a bitch. i was really mad. cuz i needed to be at school to turn in my paper. FUCK. oh well. nothing much that i can do now. Then i got all pretty and called up my boy. <3 aaand then i went to his house. we watched tv, sat around. the usual. Then we went to pats house and stood around. then we went to mcdonalds. yum. Then joey wanted to go hooome :( but were not gonna get into that. oh well. heeaaa. so i went and picked up devon from school. we went to her house and then to my house. Then we went to her moms work. we came back to my house and made some good ass food. fairly odd parents, mac and cheese. that is the fucking best ever. then i took her to steves house and then i went home, and finished up some things so i could go see joey. then more bad events and i got really pissed off and it just set the day in its place. oh well. SO i went to his house, we were bickering for a while and it made me sad. i dont like being all lihdi86349y5hn4retfv with him. :( it made me want to just slice my wrists and go sit in a corner. haha. Then things got okay cuz i think he got the hint that im just a big fucking baby sometimes. but he always makes me feel better. So we played jeopardy on nintendo. then watched it right after. <3. Theeen..then what did we do..then he showed me all of his toys that he makes noise on. and it was definatly the coolest thing EVER. Theeen he played his guitar for me and made me a song. <3<3<3. hes wonderful. Then we went and just layed down in his bed and talked alot aand it was lovely. Everything he always says to me, just makes me so happy i dont know what to do with myself!! Then we napped like cute kids. and then i went home cuz i was sleeeepy and didn't want to fall asleep for good!
When im not with him, im thinking about him and anticipating the next time that i can be with him.
Im always thinking about him and wondering what hes doing. i go out of my way to watch stupid shows that i know hes watching, and enjoy them.
I always remember what he smells like..cuz he always smells so good.. :) ..and i try to smell my shirt to see if i smell like him, but i dont. and then when i get to be with him again, it always makes me smile. cuz im glad that im with him agian.
He makes me the absolute happiest person in the world.
Hes gonna make me nice. that makes me nervous!
This shit is ridiculous! i like him SO much. i really care about him, and i REALLY hope that this goes somewhere. that would be sweet!
I've never "had" a guy like him around me before.
Shantae! Hes a nice boy, lol!
Im running out of words to describe him. i can only call him fucking amazing, wonderful, sweet, awesome, and ect., so many times.
i already have a pretty nice collection of good memories with him and i. i dont want bad, negative ones.
i <3 him :).
Were hanging out tomorrow. i dont know what were doing. i really dont fucking care either. i just love being with/around him. mmmm hopefully we'll go to taco bell :) then he can meet my boys :).
hmm well i better head off to bed. im tired. i dont sleep these days.
:) he makes me so happy...
niight <3