Nov 07, 2004 22:08
This word follows me everywhere. Everytime something good happens, its always smashed down by it. I'm so easy to break and no one understands this cause I act like such a hard-ass all the time. And if I change even slightly, people think I'm sick or something. I can't win in this world anymore. Its a lose-lose situation everytime. Whoever made-up that "follow your heart" shit is a crack-head. I've been doing that since the beginnging. And now I'm in a pile of shit. Again.
How am I supposed to be happy when my friends don't even talk to me? And when I do something wrong, they don't speak up. Oh, wait. Excuse me. They do speak up.. behind my back. I'm wondering if I should just drop them. They've backstabbed me so many times, it makes me wonder why I go back.
Oh yeah. That little annoying piece of crap called "friendship". And "love" and "care".
This world sucks.