her cd player is full of singers that are mad at their dads
i wish my dad were never around. i'd prolly be a lot happier. i know this is rele awful to say, but right now i dont care. i know he loves me, but how come he has to show it in a way that always makes me feel like useless shit? all i did was ask if i could go see ryan before i had to pick up erik from soccer. then i get this talk about how selfish i am, and that i need to do better in school, even tho i have 1 academic and i already did my hw. i cleaned up wut he asked me to, i have nothing else to do. he is the main reason y i want to go to an away college. so wut the fuck is so wrong with wanting to see the person u love? i dont understand y he keeps me here for no FUCKING REASON!