Oct 24, 2004 12:22
well this week has been a whirlwind. it makes me wonder y i even try to be friends with some people b/c everytime i get scolded like a child for actually being assertive for once in my life. i guess she was used to me being a doormat and just up for anything, well im not. i dont argue too much b/c i honestly dont care wut we do as long as it keeps me busy and i enjoy myself, but some things i object to and absolutely will not be a part of. excuse me for being me. abby u have no idea how much i want to take u up on that room mate thing b/c highschool is suffocating me. im sick of the bullshit. no matter how hard i try im never good enough for some people. well i say fuck them! this is my last year (thank God) and its gonna be so different b/c ive changed a lot and ive filtered almost everything in my life.