thnx for nothing "friends"
i dont even know wut to think anymore, about my friends or the "friends", or even my family. im sick of ppl always disappointing me. i try rele hard, sometimes too hard not to disappoint my friends, to always be there for them. and my real few friends, do the same for me. but it seems †hat the "friends" u know ppl u thought cared about u, but rele dont or dont act like it, are revealing themselves. i prolly knew it all along, but i thought it wrong to accuse them of tha†, but now i know better. i can accuse them b/c they are guilty of the crime. you have a rude awakening running your way. so i wont tell u to go to hell, b/c that would be too much like u, i will tell u good luck and i hope that u find happiness. i know that u are not happy b/c no one can be happy being alone, which is wut u will be doing soon.