ok....
ok, so far so good i guess. Last week at work sucked, i had a migraine one day.. FUN! then then then... just to make my week better i found out that i had about 15 warrents out for my arrest. super. so i had to come up with as much money as possible to hand over to the DA. David was great... mom did good too, i came up with 1000.00 to give the DA bitch.
i am however really really pissed at mj. he promised that he would help me with all of this but is he doing it? no. did he ever intend to? no. why? because he's selfish. he could care less about anyone or anything around him as long as he gets what he wants. so now i don't feel so bad about cutting him from my life. fuck him and all his lies and fake promises and for trying to make me feel so dependent and ugly and small and like nobody cared about me and that he was the only one. fuck him. things will be ok now, i have a great guy and he will help me.
i am however really really pissed at mj. he promised that he would help me with all of this but is he doing it? no. did he ever intend to? no. why? because he's selfish. he could care less about anyone or anything around him as long as he gets what he wants. so now i don't feel so bad about cutting him from my life. fuck him and all his lies and fake promises and for trying to make me feel so dependent and ugly and small and like nobody cared about me and that he was the only one. fuck him. things will be ok now, i have a great guy and he will help me.