the letter that stopped it all...
i told mxj about a month ago to stop calling me... it hurt me to say that but it had to be done. i wrote him an email yesterday and told him why i had to leave. i explained to him that i couldn't deal with him always being so mean to me. or with always going for money, not for something important like food but so that we could buy him a new toy or go somewhere. i just had to make him understand. maybe that makes me a horrible person... hopefully he gets it... v_v