what would you do?
well, its official. i am screwed. i went and saw him this evening. i enjoy him so much. i hate that he is an ex, it adds all this paranois that i don't need. i want this to work out so bad but horribly afraid that i won't. i wonder what i am supposed to do since he is an ex, how i'm supposed to act, how i'm supposed to win exactly. i dont know how he feels about me and i would really like to...gggrrr to the situation. so far in our relationship we have really awsome sex... i don't guess i could ask for too much more right now...