"cursed"

[tuesdaysrage]

i am here. i am as whole as i can be for this one momment in time.
you do not know me. you will not ever know me.
i have loving eyes set in a porcelin face, come here my love have a taste.
you do not wish to see further. you only want this.
take what you can. i'll deal with the rest.
this is the team we have made for so long now.
i know nothing else, you choose nothing else.
i love you so dear. your abandonment is all that i fear.
you drift further and closer, like a boat at sea, i know that you will never fully be with me.
it was never meant to be.
i hope that you know how much i love you.
i hope that you know that i care.
i hope you remember i was there.
i hope you remember that i gave you all, and you were nothing in return.
i hope you know.
you have cursed me.
cursed me by reminding me of a loving heart trapped with a souless body.
always able to see, never able to touch. hope you have fun. hope you get it all.
hope you know that just like you for me, i won't be there when you fall.