well today sucked a big one
today sucked! still upset with mxj. :( i woke up at 830 in pain with another fuckin migrain, fun fun. ive had it all day. i've taken so many drugs today that i don't know what the hell is going on. i don't like to be medicated. i'm still in pain and i don't know what to do. i really don't. oddly enough whenever mxj is online so is bb, but mxj's status message says he's busy.... odd. i feel a bit betrayed. fuck it i don't care anymore, ok well i do but i'm not gonna dwell on it anymore. i just want to get my head (the migraines) and my shit straightened out. i don't care if he thinks thats selfish. i just spent the last two years listening to him tell me how horrible i was and that i just had a 'headache' so if he wants to not take up for me or talk to me because of that little boy so be it.