love is watching someone die

[tuesdayscoming]

ok well, after looking through the past 180 entries of my friends page (I guess it has been that long since I've looked) I've decided to just ask a few questions because I honestly want to see what you all think. my computer went crazy the other day, so no pictures, sorry

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Re: why do i know that quote?

[tuesdayscoming]

like those crazy statistics i told you (i think i did) about the possibility of the earth existing, civilization existing, humans existing, us existing and so on. it is just so hard to think of each moment as a gift, and to appreciate all the time given to us in a day. basically, total awareness is complicated and people spend their entire lives trying to reach that level of consciousness. maybe that is the enlightenment that monks seem to attain.
you should try to do some automatic writing. that might give you an idea of all those lost thoughts, i bet they are great.
death is beyond scary taylor. but you can't look to death as just an end, or a change. death is a release, i think. and i don't think death is just for us to become dirt, aka "dust to dust". by that very nature, it could be related to returning to the source. the matrix right? the source, god, ultimate energy. but im not so sure about any of this. i've started to find doubt in myself, and i've started to disbelieve the faith that has kept me somewhat sure about things for a while, and my mind is trying to open up into more realizations than before. seeing what friends say to questions like these i guess help in this regard, so thank you for answering my questions so completely.
i kinda have learned to appreciate learning as well, but not exactly the things i dont want to learn, which makes sense i guess. i wish grades were dependant on how much you've tried. what class do you have a C- in anyway?
that is definitely a weird dream, well both of them. the clay block..is odd. when did you have this dream? when i think of clay, i think of creation, i think of shaping and molding things. this could relate to just change in itself, because clay is never a set thing unless it is baked. the floss could be more change, or like some kind of destruction. dreams are so bizarre and symbolic.
that whole checking things online before you go to sleep isnt pathetic at all. just means you want things settled before you settle in to sleep.
its interesting how many people have said things about "completeness". life in itself is a complete thing, a cycle that consumes itself only to reincarnate. that could also be something having to do with death. who knows. but thank you taylor, honestly your answers like all the others were truly great.