should i let my balloon go?

Jan 14, 2009 00:27

Got back around 11 plus from my first class. Goodness. Dead beat. Tomorrow, or rather today, spells a seriously long day. *groans* The only highlight is that I'll get to see Eli. =)))

The BLJ has grown. It's so friggin' thick now. Like TWICE the size of the old one?!?

I'm feeling really apprehensive about the new job. Keep wondering if I have once again rushed into things without thinking. Sigh. Where are my brains?!?
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Speaking of brains, I asked Le Dung how come he could use MSN when he was all the way in Vietnam. Thereafter, I proceeded to wish Celest and Shu Ning 'Happy 18th Birthday!'. Did A Levels or the slacking kill my brains?!?
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Sometimes, I find it so tough to make friends. Like what am I supposed to say after the usual introductions?!? I hate the silence that usually prevails after that. I'm not good with initiating conversations (unless it concerns work because I can tell myself that my job requires me to open my heavily gold-laden mouth). I need others to start the ball rolling first. Gawd. How needy. *rolls eyes*
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Am currently reading 'The Picture of Dorian Grey' by Oscar Wilde. It makes me think twice.
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I kinda wish I have JH with me now.

Big sigh.
Please survive in army because I need you badly.
Love, your tofu cousin. <333
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P.S: Thanks Fil for your constant optimism and encouragement! Thanks CY for the reminder!!!

ramblings, friends, family, school/ studies

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