Sep 22, 2003 10:21
Ladies Ladies Ladies...
First to my lovely Katie. There is many times I wonder why one guy can have so much power over us. How his one word can be more powerful then our own hearts. I know it makes you feel weak and inferior, and like one of those clingy girls that could never get out of an abusive relationship, but that is the last kind of girl you are. This challenge is put in front of your for a reason. God wouldn't just give you something he knew you couldn't handle. He created the strong, bold, crazy, and awesome girl you are. He knows that in the end after you fight this battle that you will mature so many years, and that you will be stronger for the next challenge. It will feel so good when you don't worry about his words or his opinion. It will be a glorious time when out of nowhere you can be like "Fuck HIM!" and really mean it with both your mind and heart. You do not deserve any of the abuse that he is giving you. You are to good of a person, and obviousley he doesnt see that. How he is treating you only shows what kind of person he is. You do not want to be associated with that, do you? You want to be surrounded by those who will only lift you higher!
There is my little sermon to my beautiful friend named Sai. Now to all my other friends. Mariz, Megzan, Jes, Linze, and Katie once again. Thank you so much for all that you have shown me this summer. You have showed me more then I think any other group of friends have. I have seen what living life to the fullest is all about, and I feel like I do when I am around you guys. Eventhough though we only got so close at the last part of the school year I feel like I ran around naked with you guys in a past life. Each of you have added something so different to my life. Thank you for showing me good music that when words fail, music speaks. Linze don't worry I still have some thugness in me. All of you are incredible woman, and I feel blessed to be in yor presence. I always feel like I am such a better person around you guys. I am excited to start school, like all of you have been or are going to begin to do, but I am sad that it isnt with you guys, other then my good friend linze. I have to see you guys on breaks! it's a must! I LOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU GUYS!!!