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Oct 23, 2003 15:36

Space? When do I make space to be alone? Are you scared when you are alone? Do we just pile our life with busyness and nonsense work in order to fill that void? Do I do that so I don't have to confront something I have no idea about.That's what we talked about in our bible study today. Figuring out when can make space for God and to be alone. I just feel like Cara, Nancy, and Kelly were put in my life for a reason. They are all so much like me in different ways. I can talk to them about anything, and they are always willing to listen. They are big sisters to me. We were talking about some guy and they go he is a PHB, I am like a what? Kelly goes, "a pudgy humping bastard." They have all drank, done stuff with guys, and are still trying to figure out where there relationship is with God. They don't lie they tell it how it is. I wish you guys could meet them. We are having a knitting party jess, while we watch recorded episodes of the Bachelor.

So after all that, we went to go celebrate Kiel and when he had his umbilical chord attached to his belly. Drunken bastard, high bastard is Ryan. Then this one guy, who I had never seen before, asked me if I was irish, and I replied no and he goes well do you want some in you. Yea! I ended up staying there till three hanging out in the sleeping porch, haha, NOT SHACKING LINZE. Mike walked me home, I think mike thinks I like him. I don't but its funny. Talked to connor and then went to bed.

Skipped my first class today. I feel terrible and will never do that again. Had a midterm, went to the HUB and.... BUSBOY. F'n busboy was standing in line. I was like shit, I think I have been waiting for this moment for that past 4 weeks. Scenario one: did I run out of there like a frightened cat, and watch him through the windows as he made his purchase or... scenario 2: did I go straight up to him, so holler, walk with him in line as he made his purchase, give him my number, and part ways.... that is for you to decide
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