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I'm scared.
I'm scared for my future, I don't know where I am going, or even when, I want to do so many things, I want to see the world, but I know I will die in this place, I'm going to die here alone and unrecognised, we're drifting apart and now I can actually feel the miles between us, I left my heart with you, if you ever get the chance, just send it back.
I quit my job, my boss was a tyrant and I couldn't handle it anymore, it was a somber experience, full of tears and frustration and horrible sadness.
I have to catch my plane on the 15th, it should be find getting away, I get paid today, im not quite sure what I'm even getting since said boss cut my hours and fucked me over so hard I still have the bruises.
that dream won't stop playing over in my head, I don't know what it meant, I wish I knew, god I wish I knew.
I still need to send of those books, I can never seem to find the time or money to send them, it sucks, I want to send them, I really do, I just can't be pissed to get the money and send them.
we are so broke right now, we have absolutely no food or money, its terrible and I feel like shit for leaving my parents here with no money from me. I know they depend on it.
I need something, I can't quite put my finger on it. but I know its there.
I don't know where I'm going with this.
I'm scared for my future, I don't know where I am going, or even when, I want to do so many things, I want to see the world, but I know I will die in this place, I'm going to die here alone and unrecognised, we're drifting apart and now I can actually feel the miles between us, I left my heart with you, if you ever get the chance, just send it back.
I quit my job, my boss was a tyrant and I couldn't handle it anymore, it was a somber experience, full of tears and frustration and horrible sadness.
I have to catch my plane on the 15th, it should be find getting away, I get paid today, im not quite sure what I'm even getting since said boss cut my hours and fucked me over so hard I still have the bruises.
that dream won't stop playing over in my head, I don't know what it meant, I wish I knew, god I wish I knew.
I still need to send of those books, I can never seem to find the time or money to send them, it sucks, I want to send them, I really do, I just can't be pissed to get the money and send them.
we are so broke right now, we have absolutely no food or money, its terrible and I feel like shit for leaving my parents here with no money from me. I know they depend on it.
I need something, I can't quite put my finger on it. but I know its there.
I don't know where I'm going with this.