very long week of sitting
i graduated this weekend and sat through the really long ceremony. andrew not invited to after party by my parents so i wouldn't let anyone ese be invited. he came in while we were lining up and said hi but didn't stay til the end. felt like sneaking around. felt bad cause i was there all day and didn't go to see my grandma that day.
grandma died on sunday morning.
we did family stuff until about 5 hours ago. i thought it was a good service. she had beautiful flowers because she knew all of the other florists in town. andrew and i sent an arrangement and they were very grandma. mom actually told people that they were from both of us. surprising.
everyone went out to dinner tonight and i refused. i told them that i didn't want to go somewhere that andrew wasn't welcome but people that gossip about the two of us are (aunt michon). family of course did not understand but it made me feel better. i'm tired of going out of my way to keep him out of family situations. besides, grandma liked him so i think he had a right to at least stop by the visitation.
grandma died on sunday morning.
we did family stuff until about 5 hours ago. i thought it was a good service. she had beautiful flowers because she knew all of the other florists in town. andrew and i sent an arrangement and they were very grandma. mom actually told people that they were from both of us. surprising.
everyone went out to dinner tonight and i refused. i told them that i didn't want to go somewhere that andrew wasn't welcome but people that gossip about the two of us are (aunt michon). family of course did not understand but it made me feel better. i'm tired of going out of my way to keep him out of family situations. besides, grandma liked him so i think he had a right to at least stop by the visitation.