Am I that guy?
I'm thinking of having sex with a married man...
or as he puts it 'making love...
For the life of me, I can not figure out what's possesing me to even entertain this idea.
Part of it is lonliness no doubt.
But the othe rpart of it is simple attraction. I am attracted to him and more then that, he desires me. Or at least he makes it seem like does.
Am I seriously thinking about doing this?
I already spent a couple of hours naked in a pool with him tongue wrestling... touching, careesing, groping... but this next step is unforgivable, isn't it? If I have this muh guilt now, what will it be like after the deed is done?
He makes me feel like a man. Not many men have done that to me in my life. I feel like a man and he's such a man and he and I when we're tangled up looking at eachother... the intensity of it all...
I have just over an hour to decide if I'm gonna allow this to happen...