SO, ON THIS PARTICULAR JOURNAL I'VE BEEN MIA BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU READING MY OTHER JOURNAL -
FOSSEMOVES - YOU KNOW I'M BUSY BUSY BUSY.
I JUST GOT HIRED TO MANAGE A THEATRE IN OHIO FOR THE SUMMER SO I HAVE A LONG LONG LONG DRIVE FROM TUCSON TO OHIO TO MAKE. I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THE DRIVE BUT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WORK.
I'VE BEEN DOING THE SINGLE LIFE ALOT OF LATE. GOING OUT TO BARS AND SOCIALIZING, ETC. I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND GUYS WHO 'INSPIRE' ME. WHY IS IT ALL THE CHASERS I MEET ARE ON LINE AND SO FAR AWAY?! LOL.
LAST NIGHT LYING IN BED, WATCHING THE WEST WING, I REALIZED THE THING I REALLY MOST RECENTLY MISS ABOUT BEING WITH MEN IS THE 'QUIET' TIME. THE CUDDLING, NOT TALKING...JUST WATCHING TV, OR IN THE DARK, IN SILENCE, FEELING MY LOVER, FEELING HIM FEEL ME...YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? THE MOMENT WHERE YOU DON'T SPEAK BUT YOU LEAN DOWN AND YOU KISS THE SHOULDER BLADE AND NECK AND IT MAKES YOU HARD THE ONLY WAY 'HE' CAN.
INTIMACY IS A DYING THING, ESPECIALLY IN THE GAY COMMUNITY. I MEET MORE MEN WHO JUST WANT THE ORGASM AND COULD CARE LESS ABOUT THE INTIMACY. IF YOU JUST WANT TO NUTT, WHY NOT JUST JERK OFF? RIGHT? SURELY THAT'S A BETTER USE OF YOUR TIME, INSTEAD OF TAKING ME TO DINNER, THE THEATRE, THEN FUCKING ME LIKE A JACK RABBIT AND LEAVING.
WHAT ELSE? HMMMM...
OH, i'VE BEEN WRITING IN CAPS. I JUST NOTICED THAT....MY BAD. I'M TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT.
IF ANY OF YOU WANT TO KEEP UP WITH ME, FEEL FREE TO ADD MY REAL 'DAILY' JOURNAL...
FOSSEMOVES
PEACE OUT.