Jun 09, 2008 10:36
i guesss this is how the story ends.
i finally got a clue. Haha i bet ur thinking finally she gets the picture. Haha i thought without is something i could never do but what can u do. Im done trying to put us back together as much as i told u. You are my number one. I cant make u do anything u wanna do. Im noot gonna make u do anythingg u dont wanna do. Im tired of always being the one to try and fix this. And why?... So that i can be the one hurting u dnt even show that u care at all. And i cant always be the one to care. Like u always said b4 i CARE TOO MUCH. Ive realized, why should i?... Im only hurting myself. Ive never been the type to put myslef out there and i did i put my heart on my sleeve for u to take and make yours guess it wasnt good enough. Im sorry i couldbt be more trust worthy i did everything i could to try to let u know that i wanted to trust u i even told u that one thing.that nobody knew and it wwasnt good enough IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. wish i was cause ur the only one i could see myself