May 12, 2008 22:11
its amazing..how much i fell for you
how i could fell this way for u when u seem to
care none about me.
freddie i am so done with u.
i dont ever wanna see you or speak to u again.
If u dont give a fuck why should i?
i cry ever night thinking maybe u might care a little
and call but u didnt.
IT HURTS SO BAD.
and i cant blame you.
and i dont even want to blame you
the only person i blame is myself.
because i put myself back into this situation
thinking maybe just maybe it was ment to be.
that everytime u came back u were coming back for me.
or maybe thats what i imagined.
but u werent.
they say if u let it go and it comes back
it was ment to be.
and everytime i let u go u came back.
but why?!....if u dont care why?!
to hurt me AGAIN!.
its sooo Hard to think about all the timei stayed up
talking to you.
FOr three years i was the only one there for u.
After what u did with jessica i only blamed her.
i always said SHES THE SLUT.
but it was you.
When fran margot and kathy all ditched u..
who the fuck was still here waiting for u.
always wanting to be with u. just as a friend even.
I always missed u.
did they?!.....
and now u dont even care. or well thats what you make it seem like.
YOU WERE THE ONE. AND I TOLD U THAT.
I DONT KNOW HOw You could do this to me.
i cant even say that i hate u for it.
i hate myself for wasting 3 years of my liife on somebody who seems to care none.
its hurts and i cant even say i am over it cause to be honest its gonna take a while for me to get
over this. I WAITED AND WAITED FOR YOU TO BREAK MY HEART. AGAIN!
Oh that seven. get me ever time.
<33KrystaL*