umm yea
holy christ.
so i havent posted anything in sooo long. guess maybe things around me have felt just too damn crazy.
but things are good. these past two weeks or so have been pretty damn close to great. havent let myself get too absorbed with negative thoughts or worrying which has been nice. and the sun. gah. the sun has been out and wonderful.
i spike my hair now. into a faux hawk. i like it. actually i love it. it's fun!
im busy looking for apartments. it's crazy. stressful actually but then i just have to step back and realize that we still do have a good amount of time to find one. hopefully it wont be too badly priced. ahh well. we'll see.
annie and i walked to where she will be working this summer. it's BEAUTIFUL. she's up at the horticulture farm on campus. a trek and a half from dover...but still it's wonderful out there. so much prettier than like Rogers Farm back up home. mmm lovely. it was a nice walk. even though at first i was a bit skeptical. haha ahh when am i not though eh! haha. i love the sun being out. i think i enjoy it or at least notice it so much more this spring. its like a breath of reassurance this spring. that things will all fall into place. mmmm it's just great. haha.
i have been reading a lot lately.
i have been loving it so much.
mmm read Cry Baby Butch....it was by a local NoHo writter. not bad. but nothing in comparison to great writers...i had just finished Pigs In Heaven by Barbara Kingsolver...magical. i love her. mmm.
then i read Written on the Body byt Jeanette Winterson. OH MY GOD. she is a goddess with words. it's so beautifully written and so different than other books. i love her. so now im in the middle of reading Sexing the Cherry by her too. mmmmm it's like an adult fairy tail with so many great words put together to make such beautiful meanings....love it.
and another one that was great great great was Olivia, by Olivia....sooooo good. i want to own the book so bad. but like i cant find it anywhere online. grrr. perhaps i'll just steal it from the library someday. haha.
im just like reborn to the realization that words are so amazing. i love reading so much.
i love reading the beauty that people can put down into words. because there are so many times when i just cant get it out myself. i cant get that beauty or that beating of my heart feel on the paper. and i get frustrated sometimes but then i just go back to the books and am in awe with what they are saying and how they can do it so poetically. i love it.
ahh well, anyhow.
not much left of school. thank god. gotta find a job. and i would love a car. haha. well, this is just babbling now...so i'll jet i suppose.
cheers
so i havent posted anything in sooo long. guess maybe things around me have felt just too damn crazy.
but things are good. these past two weeks or so have been pretty damn close to great. havent let myself get too absorbed with negative thoughts or worrying which has been nice. and the sun. gah. the sun has been out and wonderful.
i spike my hair now. into a faux hawk. i like it. actually i love it. it's fun!
im busy looking for apartments. it's crazy. stressful actually but then i just have to step back and realize that we still do have a good amount of time to find one. hopefully it wont be too badly priced. ahh well. we'll see.
annie and i walked to where she will be working this summer. it's BEAUTIFUL. she's up at the horticulture farm on campus. a trek and a half from dover...but still it's wonderful out there. so much prettier than like Rogers Farm back up home. mmm lovely. it was a nice walk. even though at first i was a bit skeptical. haha ahh when am i not though eh! haha. i love the sun being out. i think i enjoy it or at least notice it so much more this spring. its like a breath of reassurance this spring. that things will all fall into place. mmmm it's just great. haha.
i have been reading a lot lately.
i have been loving it so much.
mmm read Cry Baby Butch....it was by a local NoHo writter. not bad. but nothing in comparison to great writers...i had just finished Pigs In Heaven by Barbara Kingsolver...magical. i love her. mmm.
then i read Written on the Body byt Jeanette Winterson. OH MY GOD. she is a goddess with words. it's so beautifully written and so different than other books. i love her. so now im in the middle of reading Sexing the Cherry by her too. mmmmm it's like an adult fairy tail with so many great words put together to make such beautiful meanings....love it.
and another one that was great great great was Olivia, by Olivia....sooooo good. i want to own the book so bad. but like i cant find it anywhere online. grrr. perhaps i'll just steal it from the library someday. haha.
im just like reborn to the realization that words are so amazing. i love reading so much.
i love reading the beauty that people can put down into words. because there are so many times when i just cant get it out myself. i cant get that beauty or that beating of my heart feel on the paper. and i get frustrated sometimes but then i just go back to the books and am in awe with what they are saying and how they can do it so poetically. i love it.
ahh well, anyhow.
not much left of school. thank god. gotta find a job. and i would love a car. haha. well, this is just babbling now...so i'll jet i suppose.
cheers