I feel like I went from important to nothing in about 10 minutes...but no one is here.
I don't know how I can do it. How can I be so happy all the time?
-my mom's always sad
-we never have enough money
-my dad's always gone
-he'll never care about what happened in my day
-i'm losing all of my friends
-i don't have a job
-none of them will listen and make conversation with what I have to say
-my brother is always in trouble and lying
-i'm always second-best
-i'm a procrastinator
-i'm always worried
-vikky is just in so much of a mess
-i can barely remember the days that were good
-i can't get rid of this heavy feeling...
-dave is my escape from life...that's why I'm always with him
-i feel like he's all i got left
-i'm not good at knowing how people feel about me
-i'm not good at accepting these kinds of changes...not the things i've been living with for over 4-6 years...
This is why I LOVE the people who will talk to me and actually listen to my problems and try to make me feel better. Thank you so much.
If you're someone I know, ANYONE...please comment and let me know exactly how you feel about me, even if it's a bad thing that you think I should change or something...I need a start to my life and lots of confidence that I'm still loved, at least a little...
-my mom's always sad
-we never have enough money
-my dad's always gone
-he'll never care about what happened in my day
-i'm losing all of my friends
-i don't have a job
-none of them will listen and make conversation with what I have to say
-my brother is always in trouble and lying
-i'm always second-best
-i'm a procrastinator
-i'm always worried
-vikky is just in so much of a mess
-i can barely remember the days that were good
-i can't get rid of this heavy feeling...
-dave is my escape from life...that's why I'm always with him
-i feel like he's all i got left
-i'm not good at knowing how people feel about me
-i'm not good at accepting these kinds of changes...not the things i've been living with for over 4-6 years...
This is why I LOVE the people who will talk to me and actually listen to my problems and try to make me feel better. Thank you so much.
If you're someone I know, ANYONE...please comment and let me know exactly how you feel about me, even if it's a bad thing that you think I should change or something...I need a start to my life and lots of confidence that I'm still loved, at least a little...