May 01, 2004 17:00
Today I went to a Memorial Service. It was for our family friend Jim...his parents. The minister was talking about Jim's dad because they are all friends and stuff adn he was just saying how nice he was and how giving both parents were and everything. I wanted to start crying so bad because I know how close Jim and his dad were, they lived together and took care of eachother, and I couldn't look at Jim because I didn't want to see him crying, if he was.
It was so sad. I kept thinking about my parents and family. I could not go on if either one of my parents died. I would be a completely different person after having to deal with that. I also could not imagine getting married and being married for sooo many years and then having my husband die. I almost don't want it to happen, me getting married. I don't know.
All I know is that my family is very close and if I ever lose my mom or dad, my heart will be in a million pieces.
I hate thinking about sad stuff like that.
All I need is a hug and some cute words or something. When I see Dave later, that'll be my comfort.
Okay, enough of this feeling sad stuff...
Aaaaaaaaaaand I'm gone...