Aug 01, 2005 10:36
So does anyone out there just love their lives? Mine's the epitome of perfection.
My great grandfather that I've loved forever and that always made me feel like someone important is in the hospital and most likely dieing.
My girlfriend is a liar, and an inconsiderate bitch, but I'm still hopelessly devoted to her and changed who I was for her.
I work two jobs and am working on getting a third one so I can get a new car cause mine isn't going to roll much longer.
That guy that has been a really good friend of mine for a while who said he didn't want me to live with him because he didn't want to be 26 and living with some friend. Is now living with someone he's known half as long, and doesn't even know that I noticed or that it bothers me, probably hasn't even crossed his mind, guess I'm just easy to ignore.
And I find myself getting hammered alone in the dark because I hate myself more than once a week.
See now isn't all that wonderful?