Jul 30, 2004 00:34
I missed the part where I'm supposed to care. You missed the rule that you shouldn't stare. My life runs on a beat all its own, from the nest I've long since flown. There is an energy that connects us all, protecting each from the lonely fall, out of existence and into night, why do we struggle in such endless plight? Why does it always have to come to this, a dead end to the latest search for bliss? Why shouldn't Jonny come out and play? For tomorrow may be his dieing day. Long has the world tried to keep me down, the worst its done has produced a frown. I laugh in it face with my non-conformity, because I know I alone command my destiny. There are days that death is my true desire, to end it all in the blaze of fire. How long am I cursed to roam this earth? To maintain this hell that began with birth?
Today hasn't been one of my better days as far as things in my head go. Thats what came out when I started typing, I think I need a Xanax or something...