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I've finally lost.
I lost all of you.
Talking to Eric made me realize that my past is gone. Its just memories now...we aren't kids anymore and we don't have time. We all have to trudge on and just try to survive. I will never see you guys again and that really hurts and even if we do it will never be like it use to be. Our lives have now seperated and this is where the next thing starts...but its only going to come to this again...I hate losing people and I'm not just talking about Eric, but Ryan too. And he lives right down the FUCKING street and I never see him. There is a piece of me thats gone and I'm feeling it full force right now.
It hurts.
I know it sounds sappy or pathetic but in all seriousness good luck to you all and really live to your full potential. Follow your heart. Fuck everyone else and what they say, do what you love and don't be afraid to change your mind.
Much love all my dear friends, I love you guys.