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every once in a while, things will be going pretty good, and then all of a sudden i'll realize.. holy shit.. i'm not gonna be home for another like 3 and a half weeks, and this trip isn't even halfway over. and i get all nervous and start sweating and feel all vertigo and whatnot. or i'll see a group of friends and get really mad and fucking hate everything because i am missing out on being with my friends because of this fucking trip. or i'll just miss people. these open roads bring no comfort. we're in wyoming now. i don't even care. i need a break. and then again, what the fuck is all this whining giving me? i'm never fucking coming home. oasdnufb29937s908opailnks;dnmfkplboa sdeath
another thing i've found is that america is one big tourist attraction. there is no culture across the country. you see the same faces everywhere you go. the same people doing the same thing. everywhere in the country is as good as anywhere else. i've found no difference in the people anywhere. everyone is still an asshole even in fucking south dakota. the only thing that changes is the terrain. and the density. drunk kids and catholics. thats pretty much everyone. they are all the same.
and another thing is the fact that everyone i run in to i will never see again in my life. i have met some nice people, and then we leave and i realize.. wow. that's it. everything in life is so impermanent.
another thing i've found is that america is one big tourist attraction. there is no culture across the country. you see the same faces everywhere you go. the same people doing the same thing. everywhere in the country is as good as anywhere else. i've found no difference in the people anywhere. everyone is still an asshole even in fucking south dakota. the only thing that changes is the terrain. and the density. drunk kids and catholics. thats pretty much everyone. they are all the same.
and another thing is the fact that everyone i run in to i will never see again in my life. i have met some nice people, and then we leave and i realize.. wow. that's it. everything in life is so impermanent.