agh!

[tuck_it_in06]

i have discovered that after nearly 2 weeks, i still have a bruised nose from jackie kicking me at practice.

synchro is now over, which i am thankful for, but at the same time...i seem to be really sad about it.
it was our last year as an entire team together, and it was a really good year for us in terms of competitions. it's really sad to think that all of the girls will be graduating, or maybe going home next year. i wish i could just give synchro up, but i can't ever imagine doing that to myself. i wouldn't have anything to do, i wouldn't travel anywhere and see bill may in his amazing capris, and i wouldn't be such great friends with all of the people i have met because of this sport. i don't know if i'll ever be able to let go of it. knowing myself, i will end up on a college synchro team. the only schools that i've been looking at are for synchro. why do i do this?

sorry about this short, yet pointless ranting entry. i just don't know what to do with myself. i don't want to say goodbye to an amazing team after an amazing year (no matter how painful it was).