dazed and confused
so lately ive been feeling confused and disappointed... i mean i know what i want and want to do but what if i cant do what i want because im not good enough. i mean no one is good enough, were not made perfect to do everything right.
i hate to think of rejection just because it feels horrible and i know im very susceptible to it. i wish i lived way back when people didnt need faggot ass test and grades to determine a future.
its pittyful that were so afraid of a piece of paper. Yet although we cannot avoid life we hve to make the best of it even though it seems super annoying.
O yeah i just finished reading the most awesome book that dealt with art, betrayal, love, sex,and politics. it was the best thing that happened this week. it was so good i cant explain i made me think of things i hadnt thought of in a while.
well i must sleep, caio- emma
i hate to think of rejection just because it feels horrible and i know im very susceptible to it. i wish i lived way back when people didnt need faggot ass test and grades to determine a future.
its pittyful that were so afraid of a piece of paper. Yet although we cannot avoid life we hve to make the best of it even though it seems super annoying.
O yeah i just finished reading the most awesome book that dealt with art, betrayal, love, sex,and politics. it was the best thing that happened this week. it was so good i cant explain i made me think of things i hadnt thought of in a while.
well i must sleep, caio- emma