Mixed emotions
Today is a crazy day. I don't know why but last night I just started to feel really depressed. I didn't really have a reason to but I did none the less. I felt bad because it was the night before Lindsay's b-day. I think I made it up to her though because at midnight I kissed her and said Happy birthday. I got a little mad last night because David always makes jokes about hispanics, so does Mia. I guess I don't mind it too much it's just that they have to poke fun every time i'm around them and it really bugs me. At first I was just like "oh they're joking" but now it's like "please stop". I really don't know how to tell them without them thinking that i'm a bitch and no fun. I don't know whatever I guess. Mia is being nice enough to let me stay in her room I guess I can just suck it up. Anyway I have this nice dinner planned for Lindsay tonight and I'm going to make all of the food myself so I hope it comes out well. The point is I might only be able to get her a build a bear because I suck and don't have very much money. I don't want to get her more jewlery just yet because I just finished paying the rest off. She can't find the $364 necklace I got for her last valentines day. I'm not too mad about it because it's her's but I am kind of sad that she lost it. Well i'm going to go take a nap and then go get the stuff for her b-day night reay. Wish me luck.