Jae
I hate him so much right now. I don't think he knows how much he is screwing with my life. This isn't just about him. Not only is he making it hard to be with the one person that truely makes me happy he is ruining my school. He took my car today and didn't take me to school. My friend Sarah was supposed to take me but never called. So now I have no way to get to class or work I love this. I just want to sleep forever right now. That's what i'm going to do. I'm just going to go to sleep and hope that I can stay there forever. Why can my life never stay on track? Just when I think it's all set it's not. I can't make anything go like I want it to. I feel like shit and i'm just going to hope that the rest of the day goes by quickly. I actually miss my mom. I miss my family. I miss everything. I'm afraid I have no one left. Then what am I going to do?