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[tubexdisaster]

i think...
i think alot...

ok,
so i do miss natalie..

BUT,
not like i did before..
we've both come to realize that we dont have to be all "ohh mann i miss u, omgzzzzz".

ha, well at least i realized that.
We're far apart.
i love hanging out with her.
i mean, shes the only chick i can actually be myself around.

i can act like a beaner with her.
idk,
i dont even wanna talk about her right.
i sound desperate, eeven to myself.

i cant control it though.
i felt something when i was with her,
i REALLY did.

i still do.
its just not worth trippin about while im so far from her.
anyways...

theres cute girls at my school,
i dont wanna date though.
but it never hurts to talk to girls,
i swear i didnt even wanna look at a girl or talk to one because i was sooo attached to natalie.

but its time to move on,
not really, but its time to change how i feel.

i will never get over her,
i'll admit that.

but i think i will loosen up.
school is great,
friends are the best,
and my family is just beyond perfect.

im pretty content.

yeeeeeeepppp.