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well.. a lot has happened since i've really updated. i'll ust say the good tihngs. all the highlights.
lauren's b-day party was great. me her and mindy hung out with lenny and laurens soon to be step-bro james=P and drank some. did some weird shit. and me mindy and james tried to stay up to watch the sunrise but we were way tired. so we all went to the tent around 430 and lauren was already passed out and helene went inside in laurens room with hannah. but then we all woke up after getting like 3 hours of sleep and we took pics. there's like 82. i'll post a few later on maybe. they're great. good memories at that party.;D even the one where i got pushed off the dock and fucked over my knee. lauren and mindy carried me back to the jhouse and james had to carry me in. i felt loved=D haha. lauren rocks. period. =D
hmm.. me an dlauren have been hanging out a lot lately. going out at night to hang with lenny and kenny. went to the beach one time. then the cops came and we left. the second time we went to kennys and a lot happened. lauren and lenny started having problems. and then i was crying cause of it. it was no good. i mean. everything was good those nights cept for cops and then the second time. all the fighting. or whatever they want to call it. but yeah. we all talked about everything that happened. some things were said. and i learned a lot that night. about everyone. including me. but nothing else is really that great to mention. my birthday was last wed. (the 15th) not like it mattered. i got a computer and some money. and a cake ballons cupcaes and roses from my friends. thanks guys =D
i've been thinkin bout all the mistakes ive made lately. and i'm moving on. im going to graduate next year. i'm going to summer school with lauren and our friend heather. and we're gonna be seniors next year =D. wow. i cant get the thought of someone out of my head. and i'll probably never get to see him again. only a few people know who i'm talking about. and those who think they know. they're probably wrong. cause they don't know this kid. and he's great. amazing actually. wow. but thats really all can say right now. nothing much else to say. school's okay. except we're being inspected by the health department cause the football players and every other sports team got a disease and its highly contagious. one kid already got surgery. psh. i have a dirty school. and our dresses for orchestra are for skinny people who have NO figure and are flat. not for people like me who are fat. and curvy and have big boobs. sorry to say it like that. but its true. cause i feel like a heffer when i tried it on. i wanted to cry. BUT i didn't. and i fainted the other day in class. it was horrible. everyone just kinda kept lookin at me after that=\.
but im out.. im feelin really bleh today.
♥ Jenn
lauren's b-day party was great. me her and mindy hung out with lenny and laurens soon to be step-bro james=P and drank some. did some weird shit. and me mindy and james tried to stay up to watch the sunrise but we were way tired. so we all went to the tent around 430 and lauren was already passed out and helene went inside in laurens room with hannah. but then we all woke up after getting like 3 hours of sleep and we took pics. there's like 82. i'll post a few later on maybe. they're great. good memories at that party.;D even the one where i got pushed off the dock and fucked over my knee. lauren and mindy carried me back to the jhouse and james had to carry me in. i felt loved=D haha. lauren rocks. period. =D
hmm.. me an dlauren have been hanging out a lot lately. going out at night to hang with lenny and kenny. went to the beach one time. then the cops came and we left. the second time we went to kennys and a lot happened. lauren and lenny started having problems. and then i was crying cause of it. it was no good. i mean. everything was good those nights cept for cops and then the second time. all the fighting. or whatever they want to call it. but yeah. we all talked about everything that happened. some things were said. and i learned a lot that night. about everyone. including me. but nothing else is really that great to mention. my birthday was last wed. (the 15th) not like it mattered. i got a computer and some money. and a cake ballons cupcaes and roses from my friends. thanks guys =D
i've been thinkin bout all the mistakes ive made lately. and i'm moving on. im going to graduate next year. i'm going to summer school with lauren and our friend heather. and we're gonna be seniors next year =D. wow. i cant get the thought of someone out of my head. and i'll probably never get to see him again. only a few people know who i'm talking about. and those who think they know. they're probably wrong. cause they don't know this kid. and he's great. amazing actually. wow. but thats really all can say right now. nothing much else to say. school's okay. except we're being inspected by the health department cause the football players and every other sports team got a disease and its highly contagious. one kid already got surgery. psh. i have a dirty school. and our dresses for orchestra are for skinny people who have NO figure and are flat. not for people like me who are fat. and curvy and have big boobs. sorry to say it like that. but its true. cause i feel like a heffer when i tried it on. i wanted to cry. BUT i didn't. and i fainted the other day in class. it was horrible. everyone just kinda kept lookin at me after that=\.
but im out.. im feelin really bleh today.
♥ Jenn