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Hola! Sometimes I feel like I wanna get away but I dont necessarily want to go home. I don't really know what to do but being so far away (hahha 7 hours) kinda sucks. I am still looking for people to confide in. Its so hard to start all over. Everyone has been through so much and its so interesting BUT its at the point where everyone wants to open up but no one will. And I have so many stored feelings, thats why I'm writing them, I just need to spill and tell people where I'm coming from. Its so hard! Sometimes I miss high school ::shock:: I miss the ease and the friendships. This is just a little bit more difficult than I thought it would be... Don't get me wrong I have 4 WONDERFUL "close" friends (YES, I HAVE MORE THAN 3 FRIENDS HERE!!) that I adore. But the emotions are kicking in, the "honeymoon" period is definitely over.. I just dont know sometimes. There are too many factors that have just been pretty bad all at once. Sorry guys, I had a shit weekend, so you get to read a shit entry. :) So hopefully my friend (boy) and I will get to go to 6 flags this weekend! Hey btw, if ya'll are coming out here soon (please) we get discount tix. :) More reason to come!! Love you ALL!! MISS YOU!!! DAMN THIS IS LONG FOR ME! OK GOOD NIGHT!