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im so excited....no more school for this semester.....one more than graduation! finals are over and im so tired and had work tonight which makes me tired sometimes too. so i wont write long cuz i might fall asleep on the keyboard...but i was a bitch today on the phone to rob...no reason at all i was just dumb and that time of the month and hate him not being here so thought i should take it out of him like a dumb person would do. well i didnt take anything out on him he could just tell something was wrong and kept saying he wants to fix it but doesn't know what it is...probably cuz neither do i cuz its nothing. i hate when that happens. he just says he cares and its the same thing that happens whenever i get like this. but when we were getting off the phone i said sorry that im so annoying when i do this and i dont know why and it has nothing to do with him....and he jsut says ok but that he'll still be worrying about it. anyways we got it figured out of course and when we just talked a little bit ago everything was great and we were both so happy so thats good. there is no reason i act like that sometimes....but it does always happen around this time of the month. whatever. i can't believe how tired i am right now. what i would love so much would be to walk into my room and have him already waiting in bed just to hold me and fall asleep with.....still a couple weeks till i have that again....but i cant wait for it to be back to normal and have it all the time!! :) k im going to bed. glad one of the things on my list has been completed.....school for this semester. now i have work, christmas, and waiting for him to come home to me!!