Apr 24, 2007 22:18
My friends think I'm nuts and stupid right now. I think I'm learning to trust my feelings and not be so afraid of my future. You guys can all tell me I'm making a mistake, that it's not sensible, that we can wait. I respect you all and I know you mean well but this is my life and I'm going to make my own choices. Matt and I have 3 or 4 years before we get married, I just want to spend my life with him and no one else.
If it ends up being a mistake it's my mistake to make please understand that. I don't have any doubts about Matt and myself. If we end up not together you all can tell me "we told you so" as much as you want but until then I would like you all to just accept that this is Matt and mine decision and only our decision to make.