Sep 22, 2007 00:59
So apparently, I did not feel the need to be on Live journal for many moons.
I enjoy this media, because other than one or two people, no one in my current life reads this.
In fact, I doubt that even those people who I do see on a semi-regular basis (work) would even care what I had to say here.
As much as shit in my life seems to be going ok, I feel like I'm in a rut again. I work in a dead-end job, I'm still not done with school, and I've broken it off with two girls who have liked me (first one, then the other, not at the same time).
I really could care less who wants to comment on this. This is just my way of vocalizing to myself what is going on.
I feel the need to find something to do in life. Work is enough to pay off bills, but not to make me truly happy. School is fun, but the final objective of it is not clear to me. And as far as women go, it seems that in the last year every time I find a girl to date, all but one thing is great.
I just feel like everything is running at 90%, and I just need to be patient and find the missing 10%.