is she cleaning herself right here?
Here is the update on yesterdays kickass activities!
Ok so I drove to Vals house and picked her and Michelle up and we went and picked up darin and tami. we proceeded to go to free bars with cheap drinks and dance the night away. lets say.....at one point michelle made me go up on this stage and i was dancing wiht a strange man.....but it was fun and i relaly let loose! we had many drinks and cheers to val and tami SINCE SHE MADE THE TOP THREE FOR WAYNE IDOL!
::::here is a round of claps for tami:::::
then we took drunken michelle (protesting) to the car and went to an undisclosed location in canada. Lets just say that Tami and I really enjoy strippers. yes we do. we drove home, i had to drive to through the border and i was super scared. before we got to the border i said to everyone "i hope she doesnt check the trunk becaseu it is full of shit!" well we get up there and she asked us questions then wanted to look in my trunk.
this is where fear, humor, and anxiety all became one for me.
she looked, then reprimanded me for having so much junk in the trunk. "junk in my trunk"
we made it home ok. i went to my cousins and crashed there super late.....i felt bad. then i skipped my first class, went to the second one, skipped a workout, then went right to work. HERE I AM NOW!
Havent talked to andrew all day. he has problems with his phone...who knows how much of that is true. i start to lose more trust in him everyday. nothing seems to be real with him anymore. everythign he says changes the next day. i cant beleive him for more than an hour that somethign is true. i have to ask him everyday what is going on between us. i feel like i am on the rocks. i hate that feeling.
......i do like rum on the rocks......
i wish he would be honest, loyal, and could commit to something. Is that andrew? NO. what do i expect.
jaime is seeing a girl maybe. we dont talk anymore. i feel like i am missing something.
tami has brought this new sense of me out. if you are reading this tami....i am not....i just feel comfortable becsaue i told you a part of my past i havent told hardly anyone. i heart strippers.
i miss kate.
i am quitting my job. moving on to bigger and better bosses....i mena things! haha
where will i work? i dont know!
i want to go to ann arbor tongiht. i wish andrew would call. yeah right. he will call after i get home and dont want to go back out. oh well. his loss.
i am out.....i shoudl be working
call me if you are up to doing something!
"I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again"
Ok so I drove to Vals house and picked her and Michelle up and we went and picked up darin and tami. we proceeded to go to free bars with cheap drinks and dance the night away. lets say.....at one point michelle made me go up on this stage and i was dancing wiht a strange man.....but it was fun and i relaly let loose! we had many drinks and cheers to val and tami SINCE SHE MADE THE TOP THREE FOR WAYNE IDOL!
::::here is a round of claps for tami:::::
then we took drunken michelle (protesting) to the car and went to an undisclosed location in canada. Lets just say that Tami and I really enjoy strippers. yes we do. we drove home, i had to drive to through the border and i was super scared. before we got to the border i said to everyone "i hope she doesnt check the trunk becaseu it is full of shit!" well we get up there and she asked us questions then wanted to look in my trunk.
this is where fear, humor, and anxiety all became one for me.
she looked, then reprimanded me for having so much junk in the trunk. "junk in my trunk"
we made it home ok. i went to my cousins and crashed there super late.....i felt bad. then i skipped my first class, went to the second one, skipped a workout, then went right to work. HERE I AM NOW!
Havent talked to andrew all day. he has problems with his phone...who knows how much of that is true. i start to lose more trust in him everyday. nothing seems to be real with him anymore. everythign he says changes the next day. i cant beleive him for more than an hour that somethign is true. i have to ask him everyday what is going on between us. i feel like i am on the rocks. i hate that feeling.
......i do like rum on the rocks......
i wish he would be honest, loyal, and could commit to something. Is that andrew? NO. what do i expect.
jaime is seeing a girl maybe. we dont talk anymore. i feel like i am missing something.
tami has brought this new sense of me out. if you are reading this tami....i am not....i just feel comfortable becsaue i told you a part of my past i havent told hardly anyone. i heart strippers.
i miss kate.
i am quitting my job. moving on to bigger and better bosses....i mena things! haha
where will i work? i dont know!
i want to go to ann arbor tongiht. i wish andrew would call. yeah right. he will call after i get home and dont want to go back out. oh well. his loss.
i am out.....i shoudl be working
call me if you are up to doing something!
"I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again"