Apr 02, 2005 14:48
I am so nervous on what is going to happen next i cant concentrate on what is going on at this point.
I am so nauseus. I constantly feel like there is a rope tied all up in my stomach and my head is being bashed with a hammer.
I constantly feel like I cant breathe and the world is absorbing me.
I am making myself sick with worrying about the future.
Where is my life going? I am so scared of the next month, the next four months, and the rest of my life beyond that.
What is going on with Andrew? What is goign on with my job? Where am I going to work the rest of my life? Where is money going to come from in 1, 2, 5, or 10 years? I am making myself sick thinking about what is going to happen.
I cant eat without throwing it up, I can't sleep at night, I can't hear my phone ring without my stomach tightening. I can't live my everyday life. Anxiety has a full grip on me and I don't know how to stop it.