Sorry It has been a while
Ok so Saturday I went shopping with Grandma, and got 3 skirts, 3 dressy shirts, a purse and many pairs of cute socks. yes socks. These are cute socks though. One pair has happy bunny and it says Cute but Psyco. Things even out. That is so me. So Sunday was Chruch and Talking at Dr. Yates's *wonders if that is right* chruch about Honduras even though the slide show would not work. Go figure. I don't get to talk Wed. because Colorguard camp is from 3-7 so not only do I miss WOW and talking I miss kickball and making a fool of myself again. I wish you the best of luck Ben, catch one of Drew's fly balls again and make him mad. *wink wink* Today was the first day of Colorgurad camp and aside from not drinking enough water it went well. Now I wish I would have done either Rifle or Saber only because everyone else does one or both, and while they are doing that I get to do flag. Maybe next year I will do one or the other. I kind of like the saber. It is nice and pretty looking with tosses and stuff. *smiles* The only downside is that if you aren't careful sometimes you can cut yourself, but usually you don't beacuse of the tape. Well I guess I will post my daily poem now.
*goes to find a good one*
I wrote this one during a chruch service on the back of my schedule from last year. So this one is old. I think it really relates with some of the things I have been dealing with lately. Just People mainly, but the anger is somewhat gone, I have somewhat learned that it doesn't matter and that it is now in God's hands.
Prayer on Anger
8-7-05
Every time I think its safe to face the pain,
again I find the anger is back, always the same.
I can't help but wonder why you allow this to happen.
Why, how can I feel this upset?
I thought you had taken it all away,
yet it comes back to me day after day.
The pain is still around.
My knees can't seem to stay off the ground.
Once again I hold back the tears,
as the anger brings back the memories, and my worst fears.
I have so easily lost hope,
in how I am supposed to cope.
God, what am I suppposed to learn,
from this anger's raging turn?
I need to trust you more ,
yet my trust is just to sore.
The anger is slowly grabing at my throat.
It's choking me so my faith is almost dead.
Can you take it away?
If I trust you now on starting each and ever day?
Well that is all for the day. I will try to update tomorrow.
*goes to find a good one*
I wrote this one during a chruch service on the back of my schedule from last year. So this one is old. I think it really relates with some of the things I have been dealing with lately. Just People mainly, but the anger is somewhat gone, I have somewhat learned that it doesn't matter and that it is now in God's hands.
Prayer on Anger
8-7-05
Every time I think its safe to face the pain,
again I find the anger is back, always the same.
I can't help but wonder why you allow this to happen.
Why, how can I feel this upset?
I thought you had taken it all away,
yet it comes back to me day after day.
The pain is still around.
My knees can't seem to stay off the ground.
Once again I hold back the tears,
as the anger brings back the memories, and my worst fears.
I have so easily lost hope,
in how I am supposed to cope.
God, what am I suppposed to learn,
from this anger's raging turn?
I need to trust you more ,
yet my trust is just to sore.
The anger is slowly grabing at my throat.
It's choking me so my faith is almost dead.
Can you take it away?
If I trust you now on starting each and ever day?
Well that is all for the day. I will try to update tomorrow.