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I haven't written anything in a long time... its been about 2 weeks. Lately I just haven't had time. I work, I get back, watch a few hours of tv, call Sarah, and go to bed. I'm getting pretty worn out. I have very little energy, and I still ache pretty badly. I try not to complain, but I guess I have to... all in all though, I am happy. I am on my own, I am managing a long distance relationship (which is going better than I ever thought one could) and I am not falling on my face. I still worry that soon I will fall. But I realize that I no longer have to expect someone to catch me. I can be strong, I can carry my own burden, and I have many people willing to help. Whether it is secret weakness or actual growth I can swallow my pride and let people help. At the same time, I can say 'no, I need to do this' and go on. This was longer than I expected, but these are a few of the things I have been mulling about in my head.
Oh, and Go Brazil!
Oh, and Go Brazil!