im so bored/lonely in florida
being here in florida for the last few weeks has taught me a thing or two about myself and my living situation.
i have learned that i am more self-reliant than i thought. i initially thought that when i moved out to florida i would be completely helpless and scared. However upon arriving and living here for a few weeks i am learning that i do pretty well on my own. I manage my finances, keep myself fed, and even go to the gym more often than i do when i was in california. i really enjoy how i can be as clean and anal as i want and there is no one to mess up my room, my bathroom, or my kitchen. Plus, my roomate is also super clean so that helps as well.
I am super lonely and mildly depressed. The one bad thing about living on my own across the country is that i have no support system here. I have no friends yet, no family, no Mike, and this has created a very dark cloud of gloom over me. I really do appreciate having all those people in my life now that they arent in it. I am sure that when school starts i will make a ton of friends so i am really looking forward to that. I think what is really hard on me is that my relationship with Mike is getting even harder because when i was at home i at least had the support and love of my family and friends surrounding me and now i dont even have that.
I start school (orientation) on the 29th and i am really looking forward to having SOMETHING to do with my day. i don't know how i am going to do in the program because all my classmates seem to be audiology experts and i still struggle with how to spell the damn word sometimes!
I want to start updating my livejournal on a weekly basis, not because i am bored but because i feel like i am entering a stage in my life that is much more exciting. Before it was the same routine everyday, nothing new happening...but now it seems like i will have plenty to fill this html box.
Cheers
i have learned that i am more self-reliant than i thought. i initially thought that when i moved out to florida i would be completely helpless and scared. However upon arriving and living here for a few weeks i am learning that i do pretty well on my own. I manage my finances, keep myself fed, and even go to the gym more often than i do when i was in california. i really enjoy how i can be as clean and anal as i want and there is no one to mess up my room, my bathroom, or my kitchen. Plus, my roomate is also super clean so that helps as well.
I am super lonely and mildly depressed. The one bad thing about living on my own across the country is that i have no support system here. I have no friends yet, no family, no Mike, and this has created a very dark cloud of gloom over me. I really do appreciate having all those people in my life now that they arent in it. I am sure that when school starts i will make a ton of friends so i am really looking forward to that. I think what is really hard on me is that my relationship with Mike is getting even harder because when i was at home i at least had the support and love of my family and friends surrounding me and now i dont even have that.
I start school (orientation) on the 29th and i am really looking forward to having SOMETHING to do with my day. i don't know how i am going to do in the program because all my classmates seem to be audiology experts and i still struggle with how to spell the damn word sometimes!
I want to start updating my livejournal on a weekly basis, not because i am bored but because i feel like i am entering a stage in my life that is much more exciting. Before it was the same routine everyday, nothing new happening...but now it seems like i will have plenty to fill this html box.
Cheers