don't want to sleep.
i act on emotions quite often which makes me crazy. anyone would go crazy if the same things went through their head. i can't speak as well as others and i don't listen. i really don't understand things either. i'm just a crazy kid with a little too much emotion for one to handle. why do i let it go so far? why do i get caught up with whats going on in my head when what's actually happening is right there in front of me? i may be somewhat dramatic, quite possibly too dramatic. i know i'm too emotional. nothing changes. i continue to let everything keep on it's course and nothing changes. something has to change. i don't want to be like this much longer. i just want everything to be ok again. i want us to be ok.