you dont need to bother
ahaha.yep.where do i begin.im basically sick and tired of feeling the way i feel.im pretty positive that i will never meet the person that can love me.Amy i know you love me but i know its not the kind of love you have for colin,you love him more.im not mad or anything retarded like that you cant choose who you love if you could i wouldnt want it to be me you deserve someone that can be everything you want and need.you deserve someone who can be there for you emotionally as well as physically.i know the emotional and verbal part we would be fine at but you cant love someone who looks like shrek.i would want you to be the happiest you can be and i know it isnt me.it kills me writing this but its true.i dont think i will ever meet someone i love as much as you.
I was born for dying.im incapable of being loved.i dont want to be this way anymore.i want to be someone that is worth something.i want to be someones everything.i dont want to be this burden on my friends life some poor bastard that cant get a girlfriend.Amy i love you and it kills me to see the way he treats you.i know i havent seen the good times but dont derserve to have the bad times.a healthy relationship doesnt involve what he does.
Fate is an asshole because I love you you dont love me you cant like i said before.but i want you to have someone that doesnt treat you like shit even for a second.like i told you id walk my fat ass into traffic if i ever raised my voice at you never mind put my hands on you.i want to be there for you for as long as i can but im afraid things are going to get so bad at one point that ill just let go.i dont know what to do anymore,im completely lost.im so lonely i dont think im here anymore.I only feel happy or even human when im with you.im sorry for writing these things.Sorry that im always depressed asking you to read my worthless thoughts.im sorry
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[Solo: Corey]
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit
I was born for dying.im incapable of being loved.i dont want to be this way anymore.i want to be someone that is worth something.i want to be someones everything.i dont want to be this burden on my friends life some poor bastard that cant get a girlfriend.Amy i love you and it kills me to see the way he treats you.i know i havent seen the good times but dont derserve to have the bad times.a healthy relationship doesnt involve what he does.
Fate is an asshole because I love you you dont love me you cant like i said before.but i want you to have someone that doesnt treat you like shit even for a second.like i told you id walk my fat ass into traffic if i ever raised my voice at you never mind put my hands on you.i want to be there for you for as long as i can but im afraid things are going to get so bad at one point that ill just let go.i dont know what to do anymore,im completely lost.im so lonely i dont think im here anymore.I only feel happy or even human when im with you.im sorry for writing these things.Sorry that im always depressed asking you to read my worthless thoughts.im sorry
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[Solo: Corey]
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit