Im a screw up
So I'm an ass.
The reasons behind yelling at colin:
1.Sick and tired of hearing him talk to amy like he was
2.Pent up aggression
3.Wanted to stand up to someone and he kept pushing.
Reasons For regretting what I did:
1.He is or was or is going to be again Amys boyfriend.
2.She does care for him so I shouldnt have
The one reason for not regretting
1.She doesnt deserve to be talked to like that
When I asked Amy to sleep over i look at it as asking jim or brandon to sleep over.Just want to hangout listen to some tunes,talk about stuff.
The way he talked to her disgusted me i could never and will never speak to her the way he did.Colin said i dont care how long youve known her i know her better.Well im sure seeing as they have been going out together for awhile he knows things about her i dont.but knowing a person better doesnt justify treating them like your smarter or better or just talking down to them.
Amy you said something to me that depressed the hell out of me,you said sometimes you wish when you go to bed you didnt wake up.That kind of scared me cause i had always been the one like that,you are the strong one when you said that i wanted to do something make things better for you some how but i realized im not the one to do that.
The thing that im jealous of colin the most is that when you have news in your life good or bad hes probably the one you go to first im not saying you should go to me first or anything like that hes your boyfriend hes the one your suppose to go to.Hes the one that makes you the happiest but you sad also the saddest sometimes,i understand that but i cant put myself in your shoes cause ive never had that kind of relationship.
I belive Colin takes you for grantite.I know what its like to have you in my life and not to have you there.And having you in my life wins hands down.Those six months when we didnt talk was the worst time in my life.I wanted to kill myself.I almost did.I dont think colin understands how lucky he is,im sure he thinks he does but he doesnt,to have someone that loves him and puts up with so much of his,that he has you.
You are the only thing in my life that i believe is honest.What ever he does or says you have to know that you are amazing, beautiful,the best person on this fucked up world.fuck i cant let this kill me.
My life is so much more richer with you in it.Im so afraid of being alone,im lost without you.Colin was off when he said you could do anything to that kid and hed come back,i dont have to worry about that because you dont treat me like shit, i understand the time when we werent talking this summer,you probably thought i was mad at you and didnt call cause you were afraid i was.
So in closing no matter what he says about you only caring about yourself,hes wrong.you hangout with me and thats the most important thing i do so you obviously care for others feelings
The reasons behind yelling at colin:
1.Sick and tired of hearing him talk to amy like he was
2.Pent up aggression
3.Wanted to stand up to someone and he kept pushing.
Reasons For regretting what I did:
1.He is or was or is going to be again Amys boyfriend.
2.She does care for him so I shouldnt have
The one reason for not regretting
1.She doesnt deserve to be talked to like that
When I asked Amy to sleep over i look at it as asking jim or brandon to sleep over.Just want to hangout listen to some tunes,talk about stuff.
The way he talked to her disgusted me i could never and will never speak to her the way he did.Colin said i dont care how long youve known her i know her better.Well im sure seeing as they have been going out together for awhile he knows things about her i dont.but knowing a person better doesnt justify treating them like your smarter or better or just talking down to them.
Amy you said something to me that depressed the hell out of me,you said sometimes you wish when you go to bed you didnt wake up.That kind of scared me cause i had always been the one like that,you are the strong one when you said that i wanted to do something make things better for you some how but i realized im not the one to do that.
The thing that im jealous of colin the most is that when you have news in your life good or bad hes probably the one you go to first im not saying you should go to me first or anything like that hes your boyfriend hes the one your suppose to go to.Hes the one that makes you the happiest but you sad also the saddest sometimes,i understand that but i cant put myself in your shoes cause ive never had that kind of relationship.
I belive Colin takes you for grantite.I know what its like to have you in my life and not to have you there.And having you in my life wins hands down.Those six months when we didnt talk was the worst time in my life.I wanted to kill myself.I almost did.I dont think colin understands how lucky he is,im sure he thinks he does but he doesnt,to have someone that loves him and puts up with so much of his,that he has you.
You are the only thing in my life that i believe is honest.What ever he does or says you have to know that you are amazing, beautiful,the best person on this fucked up world.fuck i cant let this kill me.
My life is so much more richer with you in it.Im so afraid of being alone,im lost without you.Colin was off when he said you could do anything to that kid and hed come back,i dont have to worry about that because you dont treat me like shit, i understand the time when we werent talking this summer,you probably thought i was mad at you and didnt call cause you were afraid i was.
So in closing no matter what he says about you only caring about yourself,hes wrong.you hangout with me and thats the most important thing i do so you obviously care for others feelings