I love you guys...one and all

Nov 18, 2008 23:28

Hi guys.

to say that I'm finally happy would be telling a lie. In just one tiny month I will be on a jet headed for the USA and all my troubles and worries behind me. Let me say that I feel so accepted. The messages have been coming in..."we're with you"

I finally have the chance to be me again. This is too amazing to comprehend. To all my dear friends and my addopetd family. I will be with you guys soon. the last 3 trips have been incredible....this time...this trip...This is going to be the one. The one of all holidays

One month...my god this is too much to be true. That HUGE bird and me again. We are going to be as one again.

For those that said I could never do it I say....sorry guys...I'm USA bound and I can't wait. To be there for Christmas, new years..this is going to be to huge to comprehend.

It is hard to think about what could have been. To the life, the love the wonderful person I've left behind...and the person I did wrong...I so humbly apologize. To the girl in question i say simply...."I feel better off alone" you know what I mean. You know the song. I simply wanted you to be happy. I tried...I seriously tried to make you happy, girl. You deserved a total happiness that I could not provide. I sit here today and think I failed you. I know a LOT of my friends say I didn't and I admire and love them for that. Maybe I did wrong. But I did try. I loved you with every beat of my heart.
Luv ya,
TT
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